mine

2012-02-02T21:25:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since i update this blog.
I've never been too free to update it nor am i too busy to blog.

it's just that things are changing too fast that i can't keep up.

I doubt there will be anyone that will be reading any of this future posts.
SO,
more privacy for me to pen out my thoughts and everything.

I don't know where to start actually.
But i'll just start on how fcuked up this life of mine is right now.

Sometimes i prefer to lay low, be a little mysterious
so that people won't know much about my existence.

you get me ?
Doubt so.

Oh, & love wise ?
i Don't think i'm ready for one.
The last girlfriend i had played me twice.
so that's a little too much for me to handle.

Sure, i did have someone i like right now.
but yeah, the usual thing happen for a guy like me.
Friend-Zoned.
HAH!

but yeah, ain't no big.

so yeah, that's just about it.
I will rant more when i have the time.
IF i have the time.

2010-01-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

i'm never contented with what i have.
Because there's always something new that comes along.
People change,Feelings change.
But i'm contented to have you around,
right here by my side <3

2010-01-05T23:49:00.001+08:00

i think i might've have lost my closest friend i know in the whole wide world.

:'(

2010-01-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

This year,i'm going to be organized.
okay,no. This year,i'm going to make it perfect.
i'm going to commit to what i've plan.

maybe i should get an organizer or something!

2009-12-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

i don't miss you. i miss who you used to be.

2009-12-22T02:43:00.003+08:00

manipulation of the mind takes extra effort.
they do the bad things,& they influence other people to make you look like the bad guy.

that's how good you are at manipulating others.
& you say we were brothers.

2009-12-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

Things are fine now,I should say.
definitely better than the other days.
Let's hope tomorrow would be fine.
& cheered for it with a glass of wine.

2009-12-13T05:52:00.003+08:00

5:52 am.
I can't sleep.
Why can't just people mind their own business.?
They just have alot to say when they don't really know anything at all.

These past few week sucks.& please i beg,i want everything to get better.

It feels like i've been back-stabbed.
It feels like i've been treated coldly.
& i don't even know why.

I know there might be a few wrongs between us.
Only because we chose to believe what others might say.
Don't you there lie when you say you don't believe.

Deep down,i'm not such a bad guy afterall
(maybe i need a reality check here)

I don't want to pushing blames anymore.It will only makes it worst.
I'll find that reset button for us. Because I don't like our situation now.
& i want us to start afresh.

i love you.

2009-12-13T05:49:00.001+08:00

I don't know where to start.

2009-11-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

Things might get tough along the way.
Feels as if you want to let go of everything.

But baby,please hold on to me because i never want to let you go.
Hold on to my red balloon & we'll fly up & gaze at the full moon.
'Cause you're the only one i've got.♥

2009-11-04T13:57:00.002+08:00

Who are we to judge other people's mistake ?
Even Adam the first of mankind had his mistakes,to judge his' is to judge God's own creation.

2009-10-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Because your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later because we wasted all our free time alone

2009-10-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

am i ?

It's hard to forget someone you really care about.
Someone that have been with you ever since you can remember.
But once they leave you,you felt lost.

Oh yes,every teenager might have feel the same way before
(or they are going thru it now)

Well,people come & go.
If they are meant to be yours they'll return back to you.
That's what I believe. So let them have their little adventure
on their own & once they are ready to settle down with the person
they shared their precious moments with,
they'll return back to you.

Just like another happy ending fairytale.

2009-10-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

i can fix up your broken heart,i can give you a brand new start

2009-10-24T00:36:00.002+08:00

is it me or do i sometimes feel invisible ?
Imagine trying to discuss with someone very important & halfway they got distracted.
That kinda piss you off doesn't it.?

Oh ! or even trying to discuss with them via msn & they would never
reply to the important stuffs but would only reply to the unimportant stuffs in a convo.
That happened to me & that fucking pisses me off.

Lets just get this over & done with.
I kinda lose hope in the project anyway.

2009-10-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

So,this author
decided to donate his precious A+ blood
to the blood bank.-again

I don't mind
it's for a good cause anyway.
having to know that you're doing
something good for the community
really brings the warmth into your heart.

Oh well,at least that is one of the reason
for me to smile.
:)
i love you

2009-10-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

It's quite rare for me to do a second update on a daily basis. But here goes.
Something I read from a close friend that actually makes perfect sense to me.

By reading she kinda gave me hope that maybe i could love again ?
Feel it's joy & warmth even when it isn't there.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life

Sara Nadiah,Thank You for making my day :)

2009-10-19T20:23:00.003+08:00

If your heart's not in it,for real
Please don't fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone.
It's not fair to lead me on
'Cause I would give the whole world,for you.
Anything you ask of me,I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away.

Sometime you wonder
are they there
just to play with your feelings
or they share the same feelings as you

I can't help but to doubt.
It's just me.
Past experience maybe ?
Or this isn't just the time.

Better luck next time.

2009-10-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

why does it feel like it's raining in my head ? I don't understand.

Schools tomorrow.
Somehow i look forward to school.
Maybe the people i'm going to see
or the new people i'm going to meet.
or maybe it's just that i can't wait to see you.
your smile,your laugh.
it just weakens me.

Oh,if i could hug you now.
Things would be different.♥

freaky.callback.boy

2009-10-17T16:44:00.002+08:00

at one point of time you have to grow up,
& leave your every toy behind to face the real world.
You tend to think that you're not ready to live
in a world that's harsh to you
& you're just scared your immaturity isn't on
par with the real world.

So,hide in your blankies
Keep on thinking you're not up for it.
continue playing with all of your dollies
& let's play pretend.

Pretend that it will all be over soon.

2009-10-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

Take my hand,I'll take the lead. & every turn,will be safe with me

*I am utterly sorry Danish Iftiqar. I miss you too like extra alot. But it seems like everything is changing and I dont know what's happening. I couldnt stop this change. It's like i cant control things at all. Maybe I have not learnt how to yet, but i really wish its gonna be real soon. Those we the times then, everyone loved the sweet innocent girls who sing sweet little songs. But getting older, there's no such things as sweet little songs. And I've gotten rid of my fairytale stories, because it harms me alot. I cant let ppl and fairytale stories to hurt me any much longer. Oh my, in fact i do right. but tell me i am still not bad looking now. that suffice enough (:

Silly girl,you still look the best to me.<3

freaky.callback.boy

2009-10-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

vain potty pot <3
Hi Azura !Sorry for not "meeting you" at South canteen. Make up on Friday ?=D

Birthday week kinda ended.
I'm just happy it ended rather unexpected.
Again,i feel thankful to have friends like them.

School has been such a drag.
I might have eating disorder.
I am tired.
I need 48327589236759 hours of sleep.

if i am the clock,then you are the time.
i'll patiently waiting when you're out of line

2009-10-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

RP friends
Artini Karsani. Nicole Teo Aida
Adilah Fadali. Ian Ee Ee Ling
Hairul Izwan Calean Chia Gladys Wie
Nurul Atira. Iryana Arina Kelly Lam
Zoan Low Hui Min Muhammad Radi Jaena Toh
Adam Kaveri Roy Kenneth Tan
T.Pradeep Daniel Tan Royston Tan
Hafiz Tang Kiat Min

This year,it really taught me something.
I never knew i'm that significant to each of my friends.
Especially E36P.
I never really feel that i am appreciated by anyone else except for the few close friends i have.
E36P actually planned a birthday celebration for me.
It made me cry. Because i was partly touched & also i never really knew how it feels like to celebrate it with friends.

& i'm sorry for leaving you guys hanging after i got thrown into the pond.
I am guilty for that. I know you guys seemed upset because of this.
Its not that i forget you guys.
I will make it up to you guys alright ?

I love you all
So,Happy 19th birthday Danish
your wish did/didn't come true

All thanks to you guys !=D

2009-10-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Seeing some of the E36P for lunch just now,really got me missing them alot.
Esmond was there too.
Since we hold no grudges anymore,Things were pretty fun.
I'm just sad Lunch ended shortly. I've yet to have a talk with KiatMin,a nice complementing conversation with Nicole & Calean.
Ian,i'm going to see him almost everyday man. He's my bro !

Today kinda got me missing E36P.
Going to school with Jaena,talked to Gladys for a while before leaving for lunch.
Met up with Iryana in her class.Met Ian in his class. Spotted Daniel & Jason after lunch. Oh how much I miss them.

So what they say are right.
It's when you lose them,than you realize how significant they are to you.

I'll be quiet now.
Goodnight

2009-10-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

First Day,wasn't that bad.
I didn't really talk with my classmates.
I was caught up with those who are outside the class
Zoan,Ian,Sara,Iryana & so on. .
Seeing them makes me realised how much i've missed them & i really want myself to be positioned back to where it was back in Semester 1.
I bet every RP student has to go thru this every of their first year.
Gee,that sucks.

Let's just hope tomorrow would be a better day.

(8)What am I supposed to do
Ain't nobody know the truth
But I'm not gonna waste my time
and try to tell you (8)

2009-10-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

So in a few minutes, Semester 2 will commence.
& truthfully said, I'm kinda worried for school.
Classmates-wise. I miss E36P as well. All of us are separated & some of us got lucky to be in the same class with each other.
Sadly,i am not that lucky.

It's 12:50 am.
I should be sleeping. Instead,I'm here updating this normal mundane blog of mine.
My GPA isn't that good either. So much for the "I'm-going-to-study-hard-if-I-make into-Poly" pep talk.
Now look what happen.?

Oh well,i guess I'll have to do better this Semester.
I really want to make it into University. Though it's from a long shot,I will go into Uni & make Mr Norman proud of me.=D

2009-09-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

that, is somehow true

So, i've tired myself to my limit.
I really think all human should undergo this surgery where all human would be depending on a rechargeable battery. So when we're out of energy we would just change the dead batteries to a new one.

Oh well.
School's starting in 4 days(?)
& i'll just have to get some rest till the new semester starts.

2009-09-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Excuse me,do you own i map ? Because i got lost in your eyes

2009-09-27T03:01:00.002+08:00

So for this year,I'll wish for something different.
Instead for the usual boring days I had at home.Maybe I could spend time alone outside,all the time for myself.
It could happen. right ?

On the bright side,school is opening soon.
Who got tired from all the holidays past 5 weeks. ? I DO !

oh & btw,i would want a leather jacket too.

5thOctober!

freaky.callback.boy

2009-09-25T02:32:00.003+08:00

Another Reason on why you should choose Batman over Superman. =D

2009-09-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

to those whom i've sinned,made mistakes regardless my intentions,i'm sorry:(

It hurts to watch your friends grow up to be bitches.

2009-09-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

Proper Update:
Raya coming soon.
I wish this could be a better month.
I'm not looking forward to Raya.
Good News : Nurul made the Top 13. (MJ shouldn't be making in the top 13 in the first place,don't act like he deserve to be there)
Bad News : Duane shouldn't be in the top 13. He cannot ~~really~~ sing.

Why do people lose the only person they ever cared about ?
Maybe i should just disappear. See if anyone notice.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-09-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

(8)if you wanna fight,i'll stand right beside you.
The day that you fall,i'll be right behind you.
To pick up the pieces.
If you don't believe me.
Just look into my eyes.
Because the heart never lies.(8)

i love you.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-09-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

true colours.
that's what i need right about now.
Sweet words does not last if it was for your personal gain.
just go away. will you ?

i'm sick of thinking you & I would ever be that close again.

2009-09-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

This place is getting too close for comfort
HI AZURA !=D Do tag okay !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-09-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

is it her ? is it love ? can the music ever be enough ?
red ribbon red ribbon.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-08-28T01:46:00.003+08:00

wht m t d wth th blls f yrn tht my cs s prblms ?
i miss you red ribbon girl.
wait,when you will be mine again ?

freaky.callback.boy

2009-08-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

So that marks the end of Semester 1 2009 E36P.
Frankly speaking was kinda disappointed when the class quickly went off after the UT.
no last pictures together as a class.?

Even today's plan failed. Because the number of people going was small.
Okay,partly my fault.

Goodbye E36P.

2009-08-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

One day.
24 hours
24 x 60 =1440 minutes
1440 x 60 = 86400 seconds.

That's how long we have to spend time with each other.
Honestly,nobody would want this to happen.
Neither do I.

I'm going to miss E36P very much.
& i wish i could spend more time with them.

I remember the first day of school (Monday)
Maths lesson.
It was fun & the first person who talked to me other than
my group was Ian.
He asked me to relax as i was panicking, thinking of the formula given by the Faci.
That's the part when i noticed Calean. Which by the way is very hot(!)

Nicole,who owns a very cute smile ; with her shiny braces.Always with her jacket( Come to think of it i RARELY see her without her jacket on )

Came along Iryana and Aida who started to criticized me for nothing.
dash underscore dash.

Than out of the sudden we started talking to each other.
It was magic.?

2nd day was quite memorable as Daniel,Afiqah & I were caught smoking.
HAHA.
First week.
That got me knowing Daniel & Afiqah.

I find Kiat Min weird in the first place.But after getting to know him,
(& understand him) I must say he's a very great person.
He also has a very weird humor which got me laughing hysterically.

& COME ON ! Who didn't notice Royston in the first day is an Idiot.
Because he is the loudest & still is in E36P.

Kenneth,as always trying to correct everybody's mistake since Day 1. (Did i mention he looks like Pucca when he took off his specs & tied his hair ?)

How can I forget Jaena ! My best Bimbo-tic classmate who tends to make me laugh 'cause of her blurriness ( which i never get tired of!)

Overall,I love you guys & thanks for making My first semester in School the greatest.
I know I'll be seeing more of Ian and Jaena on my 2nd Year.
So,let's set a date 10 months in advance since all of you guys are too busy with anything else.

Sincerely,
Danish <3

freaky.callback.boy

2009-08-17T10:44:00.001+08:00

what would it take for things to be quiet ?

2009-08-15T01:35:00.003+08:00

Forever friends ?

2009-08-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

I wish.. I could've spent more time... with everyone.

2009-08-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

It's a little less noisy over here.
Can you hear me now ?Can you hear me calling you out ?
Why are you going away ?Why are you going away without saying goodbye ?
What is this feeling ?Is this hate ?Why am I feeling this way ?

I can't help it.

2009-08-05T14:52:00.003+08:00

_|_

You are fucking not worth it.
I regret posting about a low life scum like you
Are you going to say motherfucker again.?

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

freaky.callback.boy

2009-08-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

So,i bet some of you people have seen this advert from Channel 5.

& let me tell you this,that Fat Kid from KidsCentral. Is trying too hard to sing.lol.
I'm not saying that i have a very good voice or something(in fact,i made a glass crack just by singing)
& another person that can sing from the advert is the last girl singing "count on me,Singapore"
I don't know her. But she gave me goosebumps when she sings.
Believe or not,i've been hearing her sing "count on me,Singapore" from 8.30 am all the way to 3.30 pm.

I'm so loving her voice!
& one thing's for sure,
I'll vote for her !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-08-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hatred is the nearest path towards the dark side

The funny story heard today "i snatched her away from you"
okay wth.
I'm already cool with the fact you don't like me.
-All because i fucking don't like you the first time i saw you.

you told rumors that I snatched your girlfriend away.
Even before semester 1 ended,someone has been talking bad things about me.

S-P-L-E-N-D-I-D !

Here's the funny part.
YOU'RE NOT FUCKING MAN ENOUGH TO TALK TO ME IN PERSON
Instead,you told your friends saying i snatched your girl
( & i have to heard from Dian about this )
& by telling that you hoped to gain FUCKING sympathy from your friends .?
I FUCKING hope you won't.

Don't be such a pussy & bitch about someone's life
& start correcting yours before even bitch about mine.

& one more FUCKING thing,
GROW UP !

PS: If you're thinking of spamming my tagboard ,i don't fucking care.
This just proves that i'm right all along. You're all talk.

Let me see you walk.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

Nicole,Calean & Ian

Weird or not,I love teaming up with them. & Kiat Min also.
Kiat doesn't like to take pictures. So,i will try to take his picture & post it here. SOON.
The thing about them,even though i'm not knowledgeable enough for Science,They never fail to encourage me or even teach me what they know.
They made me feel good of myself.
Just to tell you guys i cherish you people.

( i know sometimes Nicole view my blog but she never tag one!Please tag ! )

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

Thank you for making my first semester in Polytechnic a great one.

I love you guys.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-27T10:28:00.002+08:00

I'll see you at 6 old man.
We need you.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-22T13:02:00.002+08:00

A year is made up 365 days.
It is also marks the day The Earth makes its complete turn.
How interesting the Earth is.
When Humans are the only lifeforms living in this solar system(apart from Animals)
The Earth take a longer route around the sun instead of the shorter one.
It is done to prevent Its resources from being evaporated by the Sun's scorching heat.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

UP YOURS!

2009-07-17T13:17:00.005+08:00

Been a while since i've done a proper update.
I have been pretty tired lately like very sleepy.
So i'm talking crap almost throughout this post.

Iryana: *reading a text from aida*
Iryana: *you kat sebelah mana .?*
Iryana:Kat sebelah Danish ah
Danish:-____-!!

It kinda made my day actually.
ANYWAAAYYY.
I've been bored at home so i decided to do a paint of a picture my clasmate & i took when we were in marina barrage.I thought it will take only a few days,well it took me longer than that.

How is it ?
Mind commenting ?

I miss Skating le. how ?
most of all,i miss Artini.:(

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

regret,rewind,repeat

2009-07-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

you could watch in amazement & never do anything about it.
OR
you could watch in amazement & thinking how to do it.

which one will you choose.?

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

just got me stuck between my fantasy & what is real

2009-07-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Sara Nadiah Binte Zakariah :)

2009-07-08T00:18:00.002+08:00

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they’re alive. — O. A. Battista

2009-07-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

Iryana ! Don't forget to shave lah next time !

2009-07-06T00:59:00.004+08:00

Dear Mr. Norman,
Happy 47th(?) Birthday.
I will pray that you will always be the Greatest Dad to me & the Family.
I Love you.

PS/Please don't punch me in the face anymore.

I enjoyed today.I love having you as company. <3

freaky.callback.boy

2009-07-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

is it just me or everybody's turning cold ?

2009-06-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

autobots, transform & roll out ! decepticons, mobilize !

School has been all over the news about the h1n1 outbreak.
The reason the Freshies are given a week's quarantined.
As for me,i'm yearning for some school action.

1 week of e-Learning = 1 year imprisonment.

Since the sudden death Of Micheal Joseph Jackson is posted on almost everybody's blog,
Maybe i should too.
Mr Jackson sir,
your legacy will live on forever.
1958/2009

2009-06-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

you have know idea how much i love you.Thank you for making most of my days. oh subway cookies

2009-06-23T22:11:00.004+08:00

All I know now is regret, It follows like a silhouette along the cobblestone behind us

2009-06-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

what a day to end by having the tips of your fingers swell.

2009-06-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

But I know this crush ain't going away.

2009-06-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

The day everyone got all facial-hairy.One of the days i'd definitely won't forget. i love you guys.

2009-06-15T18:23:00.000+08:00

Where have they all gone ?

2009-06-14T17:58:00.019+08:00

So barbeque turned pretty okay i guess ?
I don't mind the number of people that turned out.
I mean,at least we had fun ?
I had fun.
You guys are great company.<3
HAHA !

Below are just some pictures taken:-

Thruout the end of the day,we spotted Monster.
& we managed to capture a picture.
It looks like a she.

Tell me what do you think ?

freaky.callback.boy

2009-06-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

Tell me why,you're so hard to forget. Don't remind me i'm not over it. Tell me why,i can't seem to face the truth.I'm just a little too not over you.

2009-06-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

Maybe when you finally get to love somebody,Guess what ?It's gonna be me

2009-06-09T01:12:00.002+08:00

So tomorrow,change of plans.
I'm kinda worked up for school.
& i don't know why.

Also,my both arms feels numb as i typed.
Oh damnit.

So yesterday was eerie-tating's 17th brithday
*singsbirthdaysong*
Wishing her all the best and may she get faster as she turn older.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-06-08T00:11:00.004+08:00

The picture sums up the mood for this week.BORED.
Since some of the Classmates blogged on how much they miss E36P,well maybe i should say something.

"Yes Guys,I know you guys miss me the most right ?HAHA."

Its been along time since i Skate & i did Today.
Meeting Alep,Bapak and Aminur.
Good times...Good Times.:)

Actually i have something to bring up.Maybe posting about it now isn;t the right time.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-06-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

Wish you could press that F1 button anytime wouldn't you ?

freaky.callback.boy

2009-06-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

How was holidays one might ask ?
Kinda average actually. for the few days.
But for now,things have finally got a little bit upbeat.
like just now,i did a last minute cycling with Atik.
not much of a cycling ah,was suppose to accompany that Hamburgler studying but we ended up chatting thruout the night.

Why i called her hamburglar ?
Because I kept My d.cheeseburger on her bag & she purposely made me forget about it when we part ways.
But,lucky for me.I remembered.
So,hence.
Hamburglar.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-30T22:12:00.012+08:00

From Left to Right;Arina,Daniel Kenneth & Ee Ling !
From Left to Right; Aida,Arina,Rashidah and Afiqah !

Left to right ; Nicole,Jaena,Kenneth,Gladys & Calean

Danish & Nicole !
Left to Right; Arina,Calean,Aida & Danish

Calean & Danish !
Top 4 girls Left to right;Shamini,Kelly,Jaena & Ee Ling.

Left to right:Ian,Arina Calean,Aida,Nicole & Danish

Dress-in-your-ITE-shirt Day;Danish & Aida

Left to Right;Ian,Nicole & Kiat-Kiat(lol)

Final 2 pictures ! Danish and Arina !

So,There you have it.
The pictures taken since the First day till now.
Not bad for the 6 weeks huh ?
Not to mention the pranks and all.

The Second last day of school = EPIC !
The faci was in a way shooting at Kiat-kiat when he suddenly said the magic word!
(knnccb) loudly.
the class was ohor-ing.

So,now.
2 weeks of school holidays.
Time to get fat !

Apart from that,I'm going to miss E36P!
Looking forward to the BBQ though !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-28T14:30:00.005+08:00

Ron: I'm losing everything i've ever cared about !

2009-05-27T19:10:00.002+08:00

There's no better feeling like donating your blood to someone who really need it.
Today,i did my part by saving 3 lives.
& i'm happy for myself.

I watched movie with some of my classmates.
Night at the Museum 2.
Hilarious movie!

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

NO,I DID NOT TAKE THE PICTURE !
Aida was Taking a picture of Arina just when i stepped out of the class.
So,i ran towards the camera & just posed.
It turned out to be pretty nice.
(The picture,not Arina)

Okay so,2 UTs down !left with 3 more !
which i'm not sure what module it is.
But one thing's for sure,
(in the tone of Sir Spongebob of the Squarepants)
I-AM-READY !

E36P is kinda fun,We took loads of pictures just now.
& i will post it here someday. well,before holiday starts.
& i want them to read it.haha

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

So,the Mat and Minah rapes war is still going on at home.
4 to 5 days already ? Silent treatment.
It's a good thing actually.Silence around the house.
No screaming no nothing.
I could get use to this everyday.(insertwidestsmile)

School.?
kinda suckk.
I had UT just now,& i'm like the firs to finish it.
But was the last one to submit it. Reason ?
My laptop has problems.
It can't submit it properly,neither can it upload on the Faci's thumbdrive.
& because of it,E36P got dragged along. Leaving the class late.

Well,today is kinda sucky.
& whose this Farhan Shah guy ?
People kept saying i looked like him.
BUT for the actual fact, HE looked like ME !
HAH !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

Pigs have feelings too.

The picture & the subtitle,Got it from Luqman.
It's Hilarious since its the swine season & all.

Anw,tomorrow i'm having SCIENCE UT.
Oh,how the hell am i going to pass that shit.

Tomorrow taking class picture lah hor - as said by EE LING.
best best !
& i'm seriously loving the classmates today. Pretty random huh ?
E36P. FTW !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-20T19:25:00.002+08:00

CALEAN !

Since it's been along time i posted a proper update,I shall do it now.
=)
Anyway,The girl on the picture up there is Calean. The Handsome Girl in class.
(Sorry)
She influenced me not to come for Science module just now.
But i'm the stupid banana to go.
& I really wish i didn't come.
SHOULD'VE LISTENED TO CALEAN !haha !

Anywayy,UT turned out to be pretty okay.
(except for the fact that i didnt have all the 4 6peas with me.)

Oh,& one thing. I hate Science !.

BYE !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

Its amazing a silly picture tells a thousand stories.

To summarise up this week = BAD.
Not going to write it here.Maybe a little on Mr. Other-Blog.
A lost of Passion and an Amazing Friend.
I know it will be okay.
I know it will be alright.
To You : I just hope you be Happy with him. hah!
I'll see You on Monday.

E36P consist of :

Afiqah,Aida,Hong Yan,EeLing,Kalis,Naqiah,Rashidah,Daniel,Jason,Jaena,Kiat Min,Kelly,Nicole,Calean,Iryana,Pei Ling,Ian,Aireen,Kenneth,Royston,Gladys,Shamini,
Rohayu

School has been Great,just minus of Project work and the Science,Cognitive Facis & i'd wish for school on weekends !
With classmates like them (especially Ian,Kiat Min,Nicole and Calean)
Rashidah my Guitar Geek Nemesis
Aida my mak.

It's been great everybody.
I love you guys.
But we will be seprating in 11 more weeks.
Lets just treasure this moment together.LOL

I wish i could tell you how much i feel for you.& now its too late.
I guess moving on would be best for me.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

Am watching movie with E36P now. Movie's kinda quiet.
Maybe classmates are so into the movie.

HAHA.
Had my ankle sprained so i won't be able to walk properly for the next few days..or weeks.

Anyway,what movie are we watching ?
we watched She's the man.
Yes,using the class Projector. Cool or what !

It will be great of Arina was here like she said she would !hahha.

Thats for today.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-13T18:45:00.002+08:00

Ever set on wondering whether you should be sad or happy.?Or just maybe somewhere right in the middle.?

Maybe not having expressions would be the best way to get out of everything. No mask being put on to shadow your sadness.

Guess this is going to be another semi-emo post huh.?(haha)

What i think now is that i need sometime alone. To clear out my thoughts.

(even is there's any)

Or some good soul who happen to pass by and dare ask about my problems.

Problems Problems
please go away.
Don't make me sad
& turn the skies grey.

Problems Problems
please go Away.
Let there be someone
that can turn my frown,

UPSIDE DOWN.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

GAH.
School is way tiring than i thought.
I really need to adjust my sleeping time.
So it won't affect my waking up time.
HAHA.

I...really don't know what to type here.
so there is no point in updating.

bye.
I miss ______.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-07T23:15:00.001+08:00

He laid emeralds in her eyes,
But Id already tried a bracelet made of gold
And a scarlet thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so we sang sentimental songs.
Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss.
We painted crooked lines
But danced in perfect time to a love so much refined,
We know not what it is until like a sullen wine we pour into a grief know before
But never quite like this.
All I know now is regret,
It follows like a silhouette along the cobblestone behind us,
But has nothing to say except to innocently ask,
Its voice delicate as glass,
Do you see me when we pass?
But I continue on my way.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-06T20:00:00.002+08:00

School has been pretty tiring.
Apart from the daily temperature taking and the queueing right at the entrance is bugging me.
Because of the daily Traffic jam right at the entrance,it has got me late for class. i mean come on. The journey from the entrance to my class is freaking far !
Have to queue up for the lift. & a 5.4 seconds walk and there you go,my class !

Its so irritating.
Not only that. Class for the pass 2 days is killing me.
The teammate for Tuesday is the one i hate the most.
I feel like slapping it & time how long it will vibrate.

fXck.

I just need someone to make me feel better.
Maybe i need Mr. other blog to hear me out.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered if life would be easier without problems.?
well,i do.
Hmm.i just sitting down on my bed thinking how is school going to be like tomorrow.
Would it be better ?or will it get worst.?

One thing's for sure i have a great bunch of classmate(and a gf) to make classroom environment a better one.
Since i heard tomorrow is going to be a dire need of thermometers,i had to bring the family's one since i lost mine.
or in any case,i still have a big one in my pants. *hinthint*

Well E36P,see you guys tomorrow !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-05-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

Picture taken in class.Reason i chose this picture was,i kinda look intellectual and the hair was nice. HAH!
Oh,the girl next to me is, Iryana ARINA.Nice girl.

So anyway,both my shins are swollen.so there's like two humps on my shin. It's very funny to look at.( Apart from my leg hair. )

So,there's one more day till school starts.Plans for Sunday is that i'm going to clean up the laptop,print some documents AND clean my room. If there's still time maybe i'll go skate. Or someone wants to ask me out for some plans.?HAHA.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow,Labour day.
so,No school. Hell yeah.
I can't deny that i slacked abit in school.
Maybe because i'm already getting tired of presentations.?
I need to do some practicals man !

Anyway,its great to hear some of the NZ's voice over the phone just now(though that some of the voices didn't match their identity)

Some activities i did over the week,watched 17 again with Nicole and Ian.
I enjoyed their company !Thanks guys.
Joined Sepak Takraw as my IG(which i don't think i will be attending)

That is all.
Thank you for reading.
10 points for each of you :)

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-27T19:16:00.003+08:00

So,how's this for the first day of the second week ?
Yes,stupid face are normal for me when taking pictures.
my gf in class is next to me. PRETTY RIGHT !
*wags eyebrows*

But nothing beats NZ !

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EDITTED PART

I'm going to sick.soon.
I'm beginning to hate the sight of school.
Yes school.I seem to have contradicted myself about liking school.
Okay,maybe i only hate the presentation part.Except on Friday!

Have you ever felt that your parents are being unfair to you.?
Well i did,just now.

Overall today,not in the mood.
BAH!
PS/the gf make me better can ?
HAHA

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

Even if i wont get to wake up seeing your face next to me,the spirit would surely be on top looking at you. How beautiful you are even in your sleep.
I would whisper to you words straight from the heart.
Followed by a kiss to the forehead before i left for the nether

2009-04-25T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello
Since its the weekends maybe i should blog (?)

Review over the first week of school.?
It was fun really.But i'm missing something in class.
Someone of my type of people.Well,something from what i had back in ITE.
Sadly,i'm missing NZ all over again.Hence the constant phonecalls to Danial asking how he's doing in class and all.

Since school now doesnt have a break like what i imagined it to be,I'll have to go hungry.
& save money at the same time.
Maybe by the end of the week i could get that shirt i wanted online.(thinks deeply)

Oh well,who knew it would turn out like this.
haha.this post is getting semi-emo.

On the brighter side,i'm finally getting that trick i wanted for Skate.
Fakie Bigflip.hmmm.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

I never did like being serious
haha. Maybe the time to mature has yet to come.

So,anyway.got a B for my first maths lesson.Woo !
Come one!Its maths !& this is something big.especially coming from me.

First week of school is going to end tomorrow.
All i'm thinking now is sleep and the roti prata i just ate a few hours back.
when will it be digested,because Mr Murtabak here is getting lonely & i can't wait to let him meet his new friend.
Mr Digestive system !

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

3rd day of school : DONE.!

I'm damn tired now so i guess my update will be abit off or maybe it will not make sense at all.I was skating with the usuals just now over at woodlands & i wasnt really in the mood to skate.
Must be mentally tired.?

I'm waiting to get my hands on a piano because i've been learning this song and i wanna try it for practicals.

That is all.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

you know,i find myself abit lower than average in terms of academic.
Because why ? 2 siblings of mine were in the express stream while i am in the NA stream.
trust me to be so judgmental about it.
I remember i was psyched getting into the NA stream with an aggregate score of 166(yes,THAT bad)
& i noticed Mr Norman wasn't that proud of me either.
Maybe now,the tables have turned & i can & i must make Mr Norman proud of me.

So anyway,school turned out to be pretty okay.
adapt. adapt. adapt !

I mean come on. 8.30 to 3.30.?!
7 hours of school !
& i'm learning Maths & science !
it's so 2 years ago siah !

& sumo wrestler bought me cotton candy.nyehehe.
Blue corour
yes i spelled is as "corour".

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

a few updates before i sleep.
haha
i have a feeling i'm going to have a hard time adjusting to the curicullum(?)
& all the heavy stuffs that needs to be carried and all that.

haiya.haiya.haiya.

I feel as though everything is falling apart ah.

haiya.haiya.haiya.

I need the right person to talk about this.
& i know it wont be my good friends.
tumblr can be a good listening ear at time.
good advicer.? i suppose not.

wah siao liao.

silly girl doesnt know how much i love her.
i love you so much.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

One year. That the amount of time needed to bring us together. Though my leave will not be an impact to all of you. Sincerely said,i will miss you guys. My time spent in ITE totally change my opinion of that school. I wish i could be closer to you guys & anything for that matter.

I know this post would be a very emo yet Gay post i;ve ever typed.But heck.
Just letting out my feelings.

and in that picture,
There's a few people missing.
Fadzly,Danial,Zul,Noorendi and Nas.

Its quite sad when Fadzly said that he will miss me when i'm gone
& also when he considered me as one as his close buds during class.
It is very touching.haha

Remember this picture.?you guys walked away from me when i was taking the picture of you guys HAHA.
the part where i burnt Fred's hair,Fight with Luqman while waiting for the teacher.
The part where Akid and Min acted so random with their handphones.

The one i will remember the most - is when you guys clapped when i entered the class late On my First and last day of school.

I will miss each and everyone of you. Be it the Chinese classmates or the malay classmates and even Indian classmate. & there's one person i wont miss. & that is,ALARIC.

so,NZ0804A (or should i say,NZ0804P)
I will miss you. & Goodbye.:)

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

Soccer turned out to be one of the nicest breaks i need.
other than that,there's always skating.
Some might think guitaring would be another thing you could do to relax yourself.
to me,its not.
Why ? simple.
I - can't - play - the - guitar.

the only song i know how to play is titanic.
& its really pathetic.lol

READING BACK,i think my blog is rather plan.No excitements happening.
Ok,so i don't blog about the juiciest gossips that is happening all around the world wide web. I don't talk politics. & i also don't talk about weathers.
I'm just an ordinary boy blogging since i was in sec 3.
how boring would my past posts be.

I'm maintaining two blogs by the way. another one is private containing my innermost thoughts.

freaky.callback.boy

2009-04-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

Generally, today's post has no aim.so did the other few posts before.
Timecheck: 1.04am.
I should be sleeping now but ever since holiday came,i keep having irregular sleeping time which i have to do some getting used to since school will be starting in about next week.

I see no point in updating.
Goodbye.

freaky.callback.boy